🌿Keeping the Streak, Letting Go of the Goal
I have been on Duolingo for 1,545 consecutive days.
That sounds much more impressive than it is. It does not mean I have spent 1,545 days becoming fluent in French. Some days I have done several lessons. Some days I have only done enough to keep the flame from going out.
At this point, I am not even sure why I maintain the streak. Is it because I am devoted to French or because I refuse to be defeated by a cartoon owl.
For a long time, learning French had the usual framework around it: lessons, levels, progress and the distant possibility of becoming fluent. Fluency is a fine goal, but it can turn an interest into another job. There is always more vocabulary to learn, another verb tense to master and another level showing how far I still have to go.
Maybe, instead, I can simply be interested in French.
I do not have to become fluent to justify the time I spend with it. I can like the sound of the language, enjoy recognizing a sentence and remain curious about how French people actually speak. It can stay in my life without becoming an achievement I must complete.
I am keeping my Duolingo streak. After 1,545 days, abandoning it would feel wastefu, and the owl would probably come looking for me. But I have added something else that is helping me more with spoken French than anything else I have tried.
Each day, Chat sends me ten commonly used French words and phrases of the sort of language people use in ordinary conversation. I read them, say them aloud and become familiar with how they fit into actual speech.
I have been doing this for only nine days, but I can already feel a difference. The phrases are beginning to come to mind more naturally. Instead of collecting isolated vocabulary or trying to construct every sentence from grammar rules, I am learning small pieces of language that are ready to use.
Ten phrases a day does not sound ambitious. That may be why it is working.
I am taking a similar approach to the flute. I am not preparing for a solo career. I practice for about thirty minutes so I can remain ready to play with my ensemble. Thirty minutes keeps my fingers moving, my breathing working and the music familiar. It is enough to preserve a place for music in my life.
French and flute are no longer projects that require a grand result. They are simply things I do.
It is a relief to allow an interest to just be an interest. I do not need a certificate, a finish line or proof that I have reached my potential. I can practice French because I enjoy French. I can play the flute because I want to remain part of the ensemble.
I can keep the streak without pretending it is carrying me toward fluency. I can learn ten useful phrases today and ten more tomorrow. I can play the flute for thirty minutes and put it away.
Not everything worthwhile has to become a goal. Some things can simply bring pleasure.
Janis @ Maison Tranquille
Still Curious. Still Growing. Still Grateful.
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